Honestly,today wasn't an easy day to get through.hmm,i wonder why myself.didn't want to or had the mood to blog at all but had the urge to let go of some things-things that are weighing me down,things that are tiring me out,things that are freaking me out,things that have been on my mind.i didn't knew the human life could get any worse and that it'd be such a chore to go through this routined cycle everyday.here's hoping for more of God's grace and blessing.-sheesh,my mom is being so unreasonable right now.or probably i was.but heck la,when you're in this kind of foul mood,nothing matters anymore.to hell with who's right and who's wrong.fuck la!-all these is really taking its toll on me now man.damn!for the 1st time since i can't remember when,i really really feel like breaking down.
it's these kind of hurricanes that tear me apart,
where were you when i needed you?
to lean on your strength to guide me through,
or maybe just show your face
so that i have hope to climb on to,
but it was all never for once defined,
never once did this mortal realise,
that not one bit of the plan will materialise,
cos there's too much at stake to be sacrificed,
but when all odds stand out,
will one for sure never be exorcised?
its really clear by now "friend",
that when i'm already strung but have nothing to say,
when i'm tripping on words and always running away,
retreating back to base,not checking if there's any,
one thing's for sure,
this is anything but pure normalcy.
Sianzzz,i'm really going crazy alr.sleep la boy,go sleep!
