I am none but a jester in your heart,
Serving you with all my living soul,
Till my last dying breath,
Things may not be what they are,
Things are not what i want them to be,
What i want is not important,
What matters is my hope lives on,
Till it dies into a living memory,
I will wait until the end,
& even thought it may never come,
The pendulum will stop eventually,
& i will save a place with every heartbeat,
I will pace every second of my life,
& i will wonder if it's you who's haunting me forever,
I will keep a ghost of you,
I will remember you with every pain, suffering, memory, hope i commit,
i'll say it again and mean it,
i'll convince myself,
I'm saying goodbye.
