Tuesday, July 07, 2009

fallin too deeply i see

Under the dashboard,the heading reads: "2 emo dudes".shit!i think i'm starting to be one.help anyone?

Today was pretty random.from the moment i woke up to know that my working place at marina had a major reshufflement, to i-dont-know-what-hit-me-but-heck-la-just-go outing with the classmates and finally to night time when 5 of us owned the pro riz in dota.looks who got his ass owned this time round.haha.even if it was 5 versus 1,teh victory is still nevertheless sweet.he said he'll own us noob asses so that explains my sense of elation when he kept swearing "pala buto ar" everytime he was killed.=)oh,about the outing,i think i need to think about it the next time i decide to go out with friends again.how sad can it be when the first humane words that came out form their mouth the moment they saw me there with gerald was,"WAH!syafiq also here siol!"-.-

Anyway,main point of bloggin today was cos i was feeling emo shit.had a chat with my ex french classmate just now and realised what a coward i am.i seriously think i got no balls.but thats better than being stupid and just say what i wanted to say out directly.i mean not many ppl can take rejection straight in the face right.and more so with the idea that i had, which is totally crazy.so here i am rottin inside out.dunno what to do anymore.

syafiq: hey dude,im gonna write a song for her man.all the things thats happening between us.and then you can come up with the rythm.

robyn: ouh great,but when you gonna sing it to her?

And all i can say is,LOL!dont understand?theres no need to,really.no link whatsoever.but the whole song thingy,i wanna try.sounds cool doesnt it if you are a song-writer.even if its one song!haha.so here goes part of it man.try to relate it to your life k folks=)

I'm down when you're down,
doubt it's the same the other way round,
Just what did i ever say,
I was right wasn't i,
that it's all heading in one way.

Oh, finally i remembered.Nurul Hazirah bte Mohamed Y said my writing style is like hers and tell me to stop it.cos apparently its annoying her.to nurul hazirah especially:

eh please,no ah.my writing style is so different from yours k.you use bombastic words.i dont have the same range of vocab that you have.hence i use simple terms.see the diff now?=)

Such a random post today.