Tuesday, September 15, 2009

whats the 1st step again?

Time is 4.40am now.good maaawning world.though i haven't sleep yet.and i'm still contemplating should i sleep now or just stay awake till 5?the former sounds an idiotic decision since there's only 20 mins left.go and bathe and 5 o'clock will come without me knowing.blog-hopping after the usual night dota sessions with my class peeps.i have to say it's so much fun-ner than playing dota with the publics or with bots.and skype is a must during these sessions.it just adds gloss to the whole thing to make it more fun:)i should drag those non-dota freaks like hadi to join us.the more the merrier.

And my sickening annoying 'illness' ain't cured man.i guess i should really start to put myself 1st instead of others and worry about it.cos all these time i haven't been doing that.but then again,the doctor was the one that told me not to worry.so don't worry is what i'll do:)thats the best solution anyway.since the mind is the cure to everything.tell yourself you'll be ok,and definitely you WILL be okay:)

tmr's tuesday.another tiring day i envision.house cleaning to be done.most probably wiping the windowpanes tmr.sigh what a boring day it'll be.i shall do it asap and then maybe join the rest for dota again if they are playing.something to look forward to:D

and i should pretty much put aside time to settle my songs when i do have it.im having the increasing urge to finish them.so too does my colleague.always asking me,"eh,the song that i ask you to write done or not?" guess my reply? i said,"eh wait uh,my inspirations refuse to come if i'm not able to get hold of her."my colleague gets what im saying.i think i do too.lol^^