Why do i feel so alone like im sitting in a black hole but It's not dug yet, I'm seeing people pass me by fast, so fast as if they were going 100mph with smiles and laughs. While passing me I give a grin back yet It's misery and chaos that remains unseen. It's quiet so quiet I can't feel anything, hear anything, yet I still see them pass me by. I wondered what it would be like to feel that energy so I tag along. Still I feel invisible I feel the hole getting even deeper and a piece of my inner child is missing and isn't near. Why do I feel so alone like everyone is playing a character out of a movie role and I'm directing behind the scene. Maybe It's just a dream, but it feels more like a nightmare. I'm looking outside while in the hole and raindrops are falling. One day some one will dig this hole up before I drown. But how come no one's coming? It's only getting deeper. I think I gotta give it everything before its to late. Wait a minute........."
I've been let down, but i guess that's life, you'll still be my close/good/best/lovey-dovey buddy. Promise me this, for the future,
If you've ever wondered, how to feel when she's not there, you should remember and rebuild all the bridges that's been burned, while you're there, let go of silly things, you'll never learn, i'm sure you've heard of all the possibilities, you need an ending, so you need to stay long enough to explain, & Take these chances to turn it around, take your time, to turn it around.
