1) the on-going SIP which i think most of us are unsure of.
2) the constant "boy/girl" relationship problems which can't seem to escape from us(most of the time is us finding the problem unwittingly.)
3) the wavering faith in God in myself which makes me so ashamed of myself.
4) and finally,that bloody problem with my "babe" aka my bike.
The last one is the most irritating of all.yes i get pissed off when ppl give negative comments about my bike,but i have to admit,what they say are kinda true.she is problematic.and no i dont want to get this mental situational evaluation into my mind that my bike's problems cannot be solved.cos i still believe that if you think positive and believe in it,everything else in your life will turn out at least 'okay' if not 'excellent' like how you want it to be.
But recent events and its result are depressing,to say the least.from the first time i got conned into buying the bike (which is my own mistake cos i was rushing to get it,out of excitement, to own one), to being tricked again and again by different workshops.i dont know if it was just my bad luck or perhaps God wanna teach me a lesson to be patient and not be so naive to believe everything that people say.but either ways,it was an expensive lesson for me to go through.it doesn't help that my mom keeps naggin at me saying it was my actions and rash decisions that led to these unwanted consequences.as much as i hate her for blaming me,i guess i understand where her frustrations are coming from.cos initially the bike was suppose to be a more of a help,a source of income etc rather than it being an additional burden.
And when i finally thought i met the right mechanic,who advices me not to rush things which can still be used,such as my suspensions and fork,i found out that well indeed he doesnt rush things like i do.but he sure as hell delays things.delay my repair work,delay my bike inspection, delay everything.so question now is, to rush or to wait.cos it seems both options are on the extreme end of the scales,and they are the only 2 options i have.FML. :(
