"Cik Kamsani has cancer stage 4........" ,she said.
Whatever words that came after that, i couldnt bother remembering.
Cik Kamsani,one of my many neighbours,but not any.he was special,he watched me grow up from a kid,he gave me treats every once in awhile back then.but most of all,something that i still find it hard to fathom,a physically strong and fit man,yet a victim of cancer.
I'm seriously speechless.trying to grasp this harsh fact of life that,you know, anything can happen at anytime anywhere.& at the same time,speechless cos im ashamed of my own self,and the way i think.i mean,how the heck did i get too bothered by all these insecurities in life?i need to get a tight grip on myself.at the end of the day,no matter how tough life is,or how bad my situation is,i still have it much easier than these affected people.
