Let's just depict it this way,

Its like the tale of the beauty and the beast.no one understands how they can come together, but i guess the theory that unlike poles attract is definitely true then.not one, but in almost every department, am i seriously lacking.i dont think anyone can blame myself for being insecure.but yeah thats where faith and friends comes into the picture i guess, and with these two key footholds, i always somehow manage to survive the days, one after another.

And you seem the kind who's always so positive and cheerful.theres 2 reasons for you being so, and its either you really dont have any problems (which is highly unlikely cos everyone has,who doesnt?), or you choose not to be fazed by them (which i believe is the case). and thats one thing i really admire you for.standing to problems and overcoming them is an exceptional strength which i wished i had. whole point is, yeah you give me the extra strength to carry on, and for that i thank you a million in advance.i really am glad i somehow managed to bump into you.

So yeah, bottomline is, i feel like im at the all time low in my life, and because you taught me to be optimistic, then im saying that things can only get better from here on. cos there's no worse to being where i stand now.may whatever's planned ahead of us keep us strong.

ps: its more about accepting, others as well as ourselves, and not so much of expecting. i get it now.thanks again! (: