There was so much that i wanted to rant about just now.But waking up from my slumber,every inch of cranky-ness/moody-ness or whatever-ness vanished just like that.I guess sleep is really the best remedy.It heals the body both physically and mentally.
If you happen to read this dear,i'll start off by saying im sorry.I dont know the reason why both of us reacted that way,the sudden change in emotion/atmosphere was crazy.Yeah tell me about it.But i guess it had to do with a lost of translation in whatever we were trying to convey to each other.You should know what im talking about la kan,the skype keeps disconnecting,whenever one of us talks the other person cant hear clearly etc etc.And also,we cant really tell whatever is on each other's mind cos,well simply we are communicating through words and not face to face.Add all that to the simple fact that i've missed you for the past 9 days or so,you paham paham je la eh as to why i reacted such.Tapi ending the convo just now was the best thing to do,otherwise i'd probably have exploded.hmmmm i guess today was all about me reflecting about what happened tadi.
Ps: Its crazy how when im fuming mad at you,i still think about you and miss you.Just know that whatever it is,my feelings for you never change.Like i saw somewhere on twitter,when your ego and pride is secondary to you,you know that person is important.I don't know about you dear,tapi for me,ive really learned to swallow both my ego and pride when im with you.I guess that says much,cos ive never been able to do that around my friends.So just you know,I love you dear!
