Work today at rsh went quite ok i guess,and the obvious reason being,that naggy in charge of mine wasnt around.tmr will not be so easy i think,since she's working.but though i'm expecting to have a rough ride tmr,deep inside,im quietly hoping that wont be the case.sigh..see?perfect example of an internal conflict.
And and i got to know my off days for next week.and i dont like it one bit.cos fri and saturdays are the worst ever days to work at rsh.shop closes at 10pm but God knows what time we really can knock off from work.damn la!!!haiyo...now i'm in a dilemma,its either i sacrifice my friday prayers once every 3 weeks(cos apparently our off days are gonna be shifted around between the 3 grps) and just kill myself or i find another job.the only plausible post that comes to my mind at the moment is Macs Delivery.hmmm,but im gonna have to think real hard bout this one.it has to be worth it.and yeah,it wont kill me since i love riding.the only thing i look forward to when working at rsh is going to marina and coming back home.lols,riding is so fun.but since its about work and money,imma have to think this thoroughly...sigh again...
ps: pls tell me having "crushes" are normal.cos i think you're damn sweet.lols.but then again,maybe whatever that just happened is an indication that this is never gonna work.anyhow,i have complete faith in You God.so yeah,lead me on to the right path! :)