Sunday, May 02, 2010

Bleagh!!! =X

Fucking tired and annoyed,due to whatever reason.only God knows.time displayed on the bottom right screen indicates that its 12.11 am already.yet,another morning shift tmr.thats 3 days straight now.and still there's 2 more morning shift,till tuesday at least.followed by 2 afternoon shifts and finally off days on friday and saturday.

Just something i was pondering about today while on the way back alone.we human creatures are different and unique and ______ and ______ from one another.so,just based on that fact alone,let's face it,we cant please everyone.and i dont mean "we cant please everyone EVERYtime."the logical sentence word structure should be, "we cant fucking please everyone at ANYtime,just because they are our friends or members or what-nots." (family's an exception though.) after what had happened or just happened,finally i understand the constant nagging of my mom,always saying that family should always be the number ONE priority.now i fucking understand this statement,fully.

Call me unsporting,call me unglam,call me un-cool,i don't wanna fucking care anymore.remember my post the other day?where i said i had hurt lots of unknown people in my life.well,looking at life based on events that happened today,i bet there's more people that's gonna be hurt,and more so thats gonna hate me.bring it on man!hate me all you people want!i'm fucking tired of all this acting and hypocrisy.all this wow-he's-such-a-nice-guy-crap etc etc.just because i keep my mouth shut doesnt mean i'm ok and agreeing with whats going on.so yea,fuck my pride and ego,i just can bend and blend as and when you people want me to.

So yeah,thats about it,i just needed somewhere to pour all this shit out.i should really sleep now.Gnite stupid world!

ps: you ignorant bastards and bitches,its either you ppl or my ego.whatever it is,its easier living with my huge ego than you people!