Hmmm i was keying in the title for this post and you know what?It struck me that you are actually away for 12 days dear,not 11.Epic fail,both of us.Haha ya thats something to laugh about isnt it?Gosh dua kali lima betol la kan,both pon macam paham.Ya ya if you're reading this go ahead and count back the day since last sat.
On a brighter note though,yess i still miss you like mad if you're wondering.But today's rindu was a 'positive' kind of rindu,not like the past few days.I don't really know how to explain it dear,but yeah today i din't emo though i kept thinking of you almost everytime.And you know what?You are fast becoming my motivation in life.Aside from my family that is (: I push myself nowadays more than i've ever done in the last 6 months.Back then i just seem to fade away into the moments,just getting by everything that i was given by the scruff of the neck?Ibarat kan macam org2 tua cakap,cukup cukup makan la kan.But you changed me dear,and i don't know how you did it,and i dont really care actually.lol.I love you sayang! :D Just felt like saying it today!Love you many many tau!You really have no idea.lol.Ahhh i feeel so blessed! ;)
On the other hand though,my pull ups are not really going well for me.2 more days and im not really hitting the minimum figure i need to pass.Gosh,blisters on my hands are painful,not that i care.What im trying to say is,God i really need to get through this.I really need to get this done.This full time job,i need it more for my family than for myself.Please Allah,i beg you,just this once.But like always,you know whats best.I'll just give it my best and if i still can't get into Scdf,well maybe then thats Your way of telling me there's something out there better for me. (:
